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// Words 2 4 Apr 2014 | 11:02 | 0 comments ♥

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

Well. This is what i'm doing during my leisure. Pffft. It's not really beautiful. But these words come from the deep of my heart. Got the idea to write this based on my experience and what we called - FANTASY.

Faking my smile in front of you,

When you passed by me,

I’m hoping you’ll turn back and say “hey i miss you”.

Oh. You turn my world around.

When i saw your face, i’ll remember the first day i met you,

That sweet smile and your brown coloured eyes make my heart fell,

I wonder if you know, how much i like you.

We were so in love back then,

You make me feel like i’m the only princess in this world,

Beautiful words you've said, “I’ll never leave you”,

And i cried.

But, stupid of me when i’m letting you go

And i’ve no reason why i’m doing that silly deed

The sincerity you’ve shown didnt mean anything to me

But now i’m chasing for it.

Then again today, like the first day,

Your sweet smile and your brown coloured eyes,

That once made my heart beating fast is looking at another girl,

I’m not strong enough to tell her “hey, give me back my love”

Cause i know you’re so in love and i know i cant make you love me back.

And here, this is me,

Standing in front of you and the girl,

Faking my smile again and i wonder how ugly i am

Wishing both of you, “Congratulations”.

p/s : it's okay. HEAD UP, STAY STRONG, FAKE SMILE AND MOVE ON, though it's pathetic.

THANKS!